This is how it goes:
One thing upsets me,
I get mad and react…
possibly without thinking.
Eventually I realize I might be
overreacting.
I then continue to be upset….
for different reasons like
I hate myself,
I’m a horrible person,
I’m not good enough.
Eventually I forget why
I was crying in the first place and
I try to tell myself to stop
and it won’t.
I hate depression.
I have no reason to be upset right now.
I feel like I’m absolutely insane and
why would anyone put themselves around that?
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry.
I hate putting people through pain.
