Stars

I see the stars,

Shining in the morning sky.

Frozen in time.

Frozen from when they’re born

Until they die.

So beautiful,

Amazingly powerful.

I wish I was a star,

Frozen in time,

Watching over the

Universe.

The Way You Made Me Feel

I miss the 

Hickeys 

You left on my neck.

Even if they were trouble to hide,

When I looked in the mirror 

I smiled and 

Thought of you.

Even if I was mad because you left them,

I wasn’t really.

I was happy to be called yours 

And happy to show that to 

The world. 

I miss the way you 

Made me feel.

Come back to me

And I’ll make you feel the same.

Nights are the Worst

Nights are the

WORST.

No more 

LATE NIGHT

Chats

No more talking about 

WORK

And the 

GAMES 

You played.

No more 

Late night 

CUDDLES

or 

PHONE CALLS

we may have made.

“I miss you,”

“I love you,”

“I hope you’re night was

OK.”

No more

GOOD NIGHT

texts to look forward to

When I get home. 

No more of that.

I hope I can get that 

BACK.

Because CRYING to sleep leads to

Nightmares and 

Bad wake ups.

Come back and 

I’ll remind you of what

GOOD NIGHTS feel like.

I PROMISE.

I MISS you 

And 

I LOVE you.

Goodbye

Even if your relationship

With someone

Was poison, 

It

Still

Hurts

When

They

Leave

Because

You wanted

To work

Things out.

You wanted

To be

There for

Them.

You wanted

To love

Them more

Than you

Could love 

Anything

Else. 

You wanted

To spoil

Them.

You wanted 

To show

Them love.

And then

There’s the idea

That you don’t

Think it’s

Over.

And you 

Don’t know

How to

Believe

That it

Is.

Because 

You could deal

With the pain

Of the 

Relationship,

But you can’t 

Deal with

The idea that

They might leave

You,

Or already 

Left.

I love 

You.

I hope

I get

One more chance

To say

Goodbye…

Nothing Will Put a Veil Over Your Pain

Stuck.

Stuck in time.

Stuck in the past of

Happiness and success.

The now is

Failures and  depression.

Smart, 

But failing a class 

That normally would’ve been

An easy A.
Wondering,

What happened to change

So much?

Life slapped me

Right across the face 

While everything was perfect.

Now,

Everything 

Is the

Exact  opposite.
Wishing I could go back,

Not be so dumb,

Change some  actions.

Maybe then everything 

Would be  perfect.

Instead,

Every day is a struggle.

Always tired. 

No energy,

Yet wanting to

Fill my time with 

More than I can handle 

Activities.

That Now

 I wish

I  hadn’t.

Because I’m too tired.

And I thought 

These activities 

Would allow me

To escape.

Not true.

Instead I’m 

Too tired,

Stressed anyway,

Frustrated,

Depressed,

Crying,

Lost.
Nothing will 

Put a

Veil over

Your pain.